Rage to the extreem

Hey everyone,
Ive been experiencing really bad episodes of rage towards my family members over the littlest things fore the past few days. this is the first time in 3 years that it has happened, i had it under control for 3 years and now it has started up except this time i see visions of me tearing my family and every one around me to shreds and draining them of blood and drinking it (more specifically my father), but the thing is none of my family or friends have wronged me, what is going on? please help!

I recommend, therapy! May not be what you want to hear, but it would be irresponsible to advise otherwise.

Just a bit of information that you may find valuable, vampires rarely feel drawn towards draining someone they feel rage. It usually takes a bond, a connection, to drain blood or energy.

Greetings,

sauroneyesfang: Where you see the visions? Sleeping?

i see them right after i have some sort of small disagreement. it does not need to be a big one, the tiniest thing will set me off. but like i said none of my fam has wronged me in any way, its hard to explain, im sorry but i don't know why this happening to me, i would never hurt any one, but i fear that if keeps happening i will end up hurting some one even if its not my family. my parents and brothers are very caring and kind to me and i dont want to hurt any of them do a extreme rage out brake on my part. ive kept my secret from them and i dont want them to know what i am and how dangerous i am to them. i am very close with my dad and most of my visions are directed towards him but sometimes my brothers and mother are in them too. honestly im at a loss with my self here i don't know what to do and i dont need a psychiatrist one of my friends is in that field of study and practice.

@sauroneyefang: I've had similar experiences and "viisions" (more like inner pictures) about ten years ago. These pictures were combined with a inner feeling of rage and hatred.
I tried to deal with this by just sitting in a corner doing some kind of meditation or replacing the mental pictures with something positive (for example by thinking of a flower or a bunny or something harmless). For me that helped because I calmed down and the feelings of rage subsided.
Being a religious person, I also went to my parish priest and asked him to give me a special blessing against evil forces. I had the feeling that helped me too, but that depends of course what your faith and beliefs are.
But maybe you wanted to try the meditation once?
If these experiences do get worse, I would recommend seeing a psychiatrist because he may be able to prescribe tablets which can also aid you to calm down when you get such a feeling.
Hope I was able to offer a little bit of advice. All the best to you!

thanks Light i have done meditation its about time start it again and im very religious so i know where you are comming from. and i found why i get the rage episodes, I'm one of the 8 blood lines, im a star child, and a vampire. i know what to do now thank you.

today my dad was extremely pissed off, and he was taking it out on me, i felt the rage coming on, so i excused my self, and mediated in my room with now lights, i images of my rage during my meditation but i let them go and know im chill