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Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 01.12.16 11:16

I am wondering if oneself can be awakened to one's vampire nature? You see, I use to fall asleep very easy at night and now during the day I am tired and my energy level is low, until late afternoon to early evening. I know, I could just be just more alert at night.I would like to see views on this manner. Books I have read by other vampires say that you have to be awakened by an elder, if I am reading into right. I would like views on this matter. Any help is greatly appreciated....
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Jonathan on 01.12.16 12:09

I don't think that the presence of an elder is essential to start an awakening. Those initiations can manifest spontaneously as well, although guidance or advice by someone experienced is great value. Allow me also to add that real elders are rare and private, even if in certain online communities lots of people are falsely described as elders. Don't be fooled.
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Post by Lewella Spade on 01.12.16 12:41

Current things have triggered it. A lot of my older classmates from high school have said I have no changed in appearance since I was a senior in high school. But besides that, I just am tired during the day (early) and restless at night. I figured that elders are keep to themselves. I been reading books on Vampire magic by Father Sebastiaan. His books are Vampire Magick:the Grimorire ofthe living vampire and Vampyre Sanguinomicon: the lexicon if the living vampire. I am just scared and nervous about this whole change, there where other things that triggered this change too, I never use to like darkness. My fieance,Joe has curtians and they let no light in I am starting to enjoy the solitude of darkness,even when i am at my apartment usually keep it dark. Oh,thank you for quick response.
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Post by Nightshade on 01.12.16 14:13

Avoid books by Father Sebastiaan. They don't deal with real vampirism but are mostly fiction disguised as superficial occult literature. Sebastiaan is not a vampire, he's just some guy who organizes gothic parties and makes fangs for lifestylers. He doesn't understand the nature of vampirism although he is known for plagiarizing other occult writers. He also invented some vampire laws with Michelle Belanger which they called the Black Veil, which was based on a roleplaying computer game.

It's all a fraud. If you read his books you might have heard of what he calls Elorath, the spirit they worship? Well back in the day that was an acronym for "Eternal Lord Of Realms Aaron Todd Hoyt" lol It's as ridiculous as it sounds. Todd Hoyt is Father Sebastiaan's real name by the way.

As Jonathan said above, don't be fooled. He's only one of the many fakes in the Vampire Community.
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Post by Lewella Spade on 01.12.16 14:47

Thank you, nightshade. Let me say something, the advice I am getting is very helpful. I have looked for a decent vampire forum. In his (Father Sebastiaan) calls actual vampires,"Kids in Capes". I had a ex friend, who thought she was a psychic vampire and she was talking to Father Sebastiaan on facebook, and he said that she was a natural Psychic vampire. She continued to talk to him. She told me that I was not a real vampire. I guess it all comes down that he has a bunch of followers who worship him and the sabertooth clan is a cult.
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Post by Nightshade on 01.12.16 15:27

Exactly. It's all about worshipping his ego and making money off people seeking that delusion. If you don't buy into his whole personality cult thing you're deemed a non-vampire. lol

I've also spoken with him on numerous occasions through Facebook and I can tell you that his ignorance concerning history, the occult and vampirism is perplexing. How so many kids fall for it is beyond me.
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Post by Lewella Spade on 01.12.16 15:57

yes he has a high ego. I have to go feel free to message me. He sounds like a interesting guy. But, to be worshiped as a god, ego is a little to big for me to handle interesting guy. I would like to talk to him. But, I guess that you have to watch what you read and believe.
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 01.12.16 16:37

what type of vampires are there?
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 03.12.16 18:17

I did not mean to offend anybody...I am sorry
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 03.12.16 18:19

How do I begin to tell family and friends???
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Jonathan on 04.12.16 2:09

I don't think you offended anyone but you probably should take things slowly and learn as much as you can before reaching any conclusions. There's no hurry really and vampirism is much about knowledge and spirituality that people don't realize.
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Divine 277 on 04.12.16 4:58

One can get enough Smile as everyones line goes somewhere Smile .
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 07.12.16 6:12

I Know I have a lot to learn. I am looking into the other stuff posted on here.I am trying to learn both my abilities and limitations.
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Jessamine on 07.12.16 10:38

My advice is that you first have to get to know yourself, like your subconscious, mindset, wishful thinking etc. Many many things are "created" just from the way you think and see things (perspective)
I mean to say reading books is as important as "exploring" yourself if you want knowledge. And not just yourself, life in general. And question yourself, question everything.
I love doing an exercise when i think i want something. Like for example i want fruit for breakfast (which is odd for me). And then i ask myself where did this come from, and then i remember the day before yesterday my friend and I talked about eating smoothies and fruit salads for breakfast. So the talking about fruit and breakfast made like a "impression" on my subconscious so i wanted to eat fruit the next day. This is just one example, possbilities are endless.

And one of the most important things when learning is PATIENTCE. And keeping things to yourself, at least for me. The things i discover i only share with my SO and my closest friend, because they take these things seriously and learn from them. But other people don't have a clue, i look and act like a normal girl xD and also i don't care if they know, dont know or what they think because they are not what really matters in my life. Telling these things to people feels like unneceseary drama, anger, fear and what not and the majoroty here in my country are currently not capable of understanding these things.

Please get yourself a copy of the Asetian bible. Many things are explained there.


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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Jonathan on 07.12.16 11:55

That's all good advice, Jessamine.
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Post by Jessamine on 07.12.16 12:29

Thank you Jonathan.
And also i would like to add another opinion regards telling family and friends. Things you want to tell people now, you may feel sory for it a year later or just feel embaressed. Because we grow and things change (not for all haha some people are stagnant)
Ask yourself what do you gain form telling people you are a vampire? As i see you dont gain any other big thing than attention. Or experience in telling people what you are and observing their behaviour. Altho every expirience in life is very valuable, good and bad.

I hope you value our time spent here giving you advices, i also mean in general. And really take your time and consider what we are telling you, otherwise you might get a post from "the penguin"

Lewella Spade wrote:How do I begin to tell family and friends???

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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Maxx on 07.12.16 12:58

Or it may be Batman....or Robin.
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 14.12.16 15:24

I will look into getting my self the Asetian bible.Thank you for all your help and advice. Dark Blessings, my Friends! Smile
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Nightshade on 15.12.16 15:43

Lewella Spade wrote:I will look into getting my self the Asetian bible.Thank you for all your help and advice. Dark Blessings, my Friends! Smile

That's a good call. It's an outstanding book even if one highly misunderstood.
Let it teach you in more ways than just words...
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Re: Can one be awakened to their true vampire nature?

Post by Lewella Spade on 15.12.16 15:47

Thank you, Nightshade. I look forward to learning and being on the right track. Thank you all for the advice.
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