I am a vampire - and now?

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I am a vampire - and now?

Post by Lynskha on 08.12.17 6:39

"I am a vampire" - That is a sentence that has been very open around some facebook groups, and its meaning has been the most diverse, as we have been discussing it in another post.
I confess that I get a little surprised by the modern behavior related to what is a vampire, and how do these people tend to act.

But, today I was wondering, about the situation when people get to - " I am a vampire" , and now?
What do people usually think after getting to this conclusion about their identity?

What are they going to do with that information? A friend just found a text that he wrote about many years ago, and I noticed that, when reading it, my view and opinion about vampirism has changed.
Maybe the mistake is when we get just attatched to the idea of vampirism as it is : "I am a vampire, a feed, I manipulate energy, I am the king of the night".

There is a sense of power, ego, the archetype.

But then, the vampire won't change or evolute. Just finding his identity is great, but what to do with it?
What Paths of evolution to be followed? What are the lessons to be learned? What uses of the "gifts" can be done?

Is it being a vampire the only thing that matters? I mean, adopting this style and embracing it, but just this first layer of the predator?

I don't think so. But that is my opinion. I like observing how there are different reactions to the subject.
I appreciate even more when the approach to vampirism topic comes aligned with something deeper, something that through love or pain, makes us grow, and makes us act according to our Will.

So studying LHP, RHP, magick, kabbalah, being part of groups or Orders, reading, being a solitary learner, studying, practicing, but most important, being able to know yourself is what matters. Through real experience we build our Path, through hard work, we seek for mastering.
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Post by Lynskha on 08.12.17 6:41

Vampirism - a word that could be simple to describe a being, but that goes beyond the basic layers it is related to, specially depending on the point of view and level of understanding from the person dealing with it.

For some , just the mythological creature, the ones they know from books, and movies. The "regular" archetype of the "monster" , evil that kills, drink blood, suffer with sunlight, garlic...

For others - also this archetype, but a more romanticised or modern one, related to games, recent literature and movies.

For the ones dealing with some specific religions related to Spiritism- entities that affect humans by draining their energy, causing the person to maybe drain too.
For some people - vampires are the ones that can affect others in a negative way, emotional vampires. The ones that make people feel bad around them, because they actually affect them, draining their energy, so they are the kind of people fo keep distance from, like the ones Dion Fortune describes in her book.

And for others - beings that need energy, that either drink blood, or drain energy from ambient, or people, but they live their normal lives, or pose with fangs, in goth style.

These are very basic things people understand when faced with the word vampire/vampirism. Basic, very basic things, that for "the general public" that's all.

There is also something interesting that it is how the "vampires" see themselves.

In this case, the different ways of understanding this "Condition" as some call , "vibration/ alignment/ transformation..."

Some see and live it as a fashion/pop style, with all those fangs, and parties, and role play. Just a transfer from "regular humans" ways of living and fantasy to a "vampire environmnet" - so for them, posing this style "makes" them vampires.

There are others that see just as a condition of draining/feeding/manipulating energy, and remain there. "That is what it is about - feed, and period"
There are those who believe that it is possible to "turn" someone by rituals or something.
There are others that just believe in the awakening process, and that it is a condition that is already there.

There are those who follow specific "groups", traditional or more modern.
And there is a different one, that I consider to be, unfortunatly, rare. The ones that may identify with a vampiric "condition" , but understand that this does not MAKE them what they ARE. Specially because their concern is not about who is the king or queen, who is the ruler, what is the next party, or if the fangs are fashion.

This rare group, is indeed, concerned about what, for me, is what is really important in any being, vampire or not.
Spiritual evolution.

This one, tries to understand things, specially about oneself. He uses his "gifts/abilities" in order to seek for a better way to become better.

The "vampire" in this case is part of what he is and not what only what he is.
There are many things linked to the vampire nature, as many know, but each one feels it in a different and particular way. But for me, I understand mature and serious beings, vampires, the ones that look for this evolution, that understand his condition in a much deeper way, and seek for Spiritual development and inner grow.

Every person, being human, otherkin, vampires, that are connected to this frequency of growing, is somehow in a Journey that will lead to this evolution.
Keeping in this illusion of "wannabe" and roleplay, unfortunatly is just a trick from the mind, from the "matrix" , something to escape reality, and give the false impression of power.

The Self work is hard, a Path that many just do not want to walk. But my admiration and respect lies for those who dare to do it. And the vampires that just understand their condition in a natural, deep and powerful nature and way.
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