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Post by Victoria on 26.05.09 14:54



I made this video to express what I feel towards the life of Asetians, or close allies of the Asetians, that were scattered in the darkest times of their history... but a bigger reason why I created it, was to share it with you all, to know what you feel towards this topic. On a more personal level, I also wanted to ask and know how many people feel that sense of bond, loyalty and connection with the Asetian Family... so without fears of being criticized, feel free to open up and share with us your feelings towards this. From personal experience, I know that many people in this path feel that bond... for one reason or another, whether they indeed have been allies in past lives, or something in their hearts just needs them, a lot of you do feel this...

The video itself, at least for me, was quite emotional and somewhat depressive... perhaps a few of you may understand it, if you also feel this sense of sadness and sorrow for the lost Asetians, scattered, far from the Family...

I am looking forward to reading your posts.

-Victoria

Forsaken

This pain I feel
Shakes me to my core
Poisoned by my dark obsession
I am dying from this need
It takes over me
Pulls me under
Deep into my memories
Where you exist

My past is all erased
Forgotten, faded
Everyone I have ever known, I let go
I need no one... no one but You
There is no light in my path
Just a desire
A wish
Hiding within a vast shadow
Only real when I close my weeping eyes
The evanescence of a dream

Locked in the cage of my own mind
These tears always come
Every drop, tells a story
Of hunger for Truth, which I cannot pacify
My screams for help
So silent
Only She can hear me
Has She forgotten me?
Has She forsaken me?

Oh how I long to feel Her gentle touch
Embracing my Soul
Her tender gaze, cooling this violet fire that burns within me
Only She can close these open wounds
Silence these cries
Tame my fears
Numb the ache of my suffering
I need You, Mother, more than ever, I need You
Take my shaking hand in Yours
Guide me back Home
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Post by Hellen on 26.05.09 16:02

Victoria ,
the feelings are so overwhelming ..you told the story ...every single line of your poem is so true .. and these tears can not be stopped ...I just can not add more words at this moment ,
I thank you from my heart,

all my Love to the Sacred Family and Allies, May we All be together Again,

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Post by Victoria on 26.05.09 16:26

Thank you for the kind words, Hellen, I am glad that it managed to touch and move you.

-Victoria
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Post by Aghrab on 26.05.09 16:38

Victoria, you have touched on a very delicate subject. This work is simply beautiful... I can imagine what many people here feel towards the emotional concept behind this work. The concept of the video matches perfectly with the poem, images and music, making it one of my favorite works from the TOAK.

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Post by Ankhhape on 26.05.09 16:40

I am speechless my dear . . . utterly without words.
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Post by Daniel09 on 26.05.09 20:48

This was another beautiful video Victoria. I honestly have to brace myself for the emotions you create, as even though I can understand them, they are strange to feel after being "dead" for so long. (Just to clarify, that's simply referring to how I think of myself before I "woke up").

There will be an answer. That I know for sure.
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Post by Talibah on 27.05.09 0:01

Another beautiful and definitive piece of work, Victoria.

And I agree with Hellen, this has touched such a sensitive nerve, that simple words cannot do justice to what feelings it envokes within.

Thank you Victoria.
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Post by Helliana on 27.05.09 0:50

Quite beautiful and deep, Victoria. I enjoy reading poetry such as this. Thank you for sharing this piece with us.
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Post by Syrianeh on 27.05.09 1:58

This was very beautiful, Victoria. I have little to add to what the others have said, and I am just as touched. For me, this feeling of nostalgia and yearning is just as strong in me. Your final words, "Guide me back home", express exactly the silent plead that I have inside.
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Post by Jonathan on 27.05.09 11:19

Very touching and expressive. Another well executed video from Victoria. Particularly the way the poem is read, I believe her spoken arts are better than her video skills. Very poetic and as you expected, it can certainly touch most people that feel that need, sometimes even despair, to find their way back home, and closer to the Asetians.
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Post by Karnath on 27.05.09 14:20

I find in you a very deep person, Victoria. Your words have left me tremulously depressed. You touched me.
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Post by Elaina on 29.05.09 15:33

Victoria, amazing. Beautiful and touching, beyond what words can say or the mind can comprehend. Truely moving.
Thank you for sharing.
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Post by sungodaurora on 29.05.09 17:50

Beatiful
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Post by Victoria on 29.05.09 18:16

Thank you all.

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Post by Dreamer on 15.06.09 1:47

I believe it would be correct of me to use the word love to express my feelings towards this video and poem... Beautiful. Smile
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Post by Kotaro on 15.06.09 11:32

Victoria,
This is absolutely beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes.
Thank you.
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