Dense like Energy sensations...

Greetings Everyone,

A few days ago I had a horrible experience and it made me very angry. Angrier than I have ever been. I am a normally calm person, to calm some people say. But, nevertheless, I became extremely irritated and upset by someone.

When I got home I was sitting 'calmly' and trying to forget everything, as I was trying my best to forget my hands were together and I felt a dense energy. I was not trying to manipulate energy, that was the last thing on my mind.

The energy was very, very dense almost as if it was in the physical realm. If I could visualize it, it would have been grayish, almost dark and almost fluid like.

I have never felt this before. Usually when I work with energy, the energy feels magnetic within my hands. But this time it was very dense, slow moving and fluid like....

Any help is greatly appreciated...I am looking forward to your posts!

That can parallel with what the Asetians call the Dark Flame. An intense, thick and dense form of energy moved by anger, hatred and negative feelings. If properly wielded, can be a devastating weapon, but it is also known to literally burn the one using it and can have very negative effects on the one empowering it. So probably the best thing to do when experiencing such strong and overwhelming feelings is to ground and let that energy dissipate into the Earth, so that it won't cause you further harm. Working with the Dark Flame can have more devastating consequences than actual benefits for the average practitioner.

What you describe as a fluid like substance of grayish color is in tune with my own personal experiences while working with energy.

The things is that I usually feel my energy is light and ecstatic, this was just dense...however we all feel energy differently.

I am not sure if its the dark flame or not (doubt it), but I have never felt it before, perhaps I never felt it before since I recently started working with energy.

It is great that you are doing progress, learning and experimenting.

Its great to know more! lol

Interesting experience Ivy. Did you felt a tingling on your hands, like if it was a little numbness in that momment?

Ummm...no I feel those tingling sensations when I work with energy regularly. But this time I didnt...do you?

Yes, sometimes I feel like if I had small needles pinching my finger.

Actually I have noticed that when I place my hands together they feel like to like poles of a magnet that repel each other....it is kind of weird...and I feel the energy...it feels good though!

In general energy tends to be felt like something warm, right?

What does it mean when you feel the energy like something cold, and not completly warm?

I feel 'things' touching me sometimes, and they are cold...my energy is just warm.

Hum... that's interesting, mine variates but most of times it isn't warm.

Subtle energy can be felt as warm and cold, depending on the type of energy being projected or manipulated, its frequency, density and means of amplification.

Thank you Victor for clarifing it.

Ivy, out of 'need' comes energy, your Ba needed something, its for you to find out what that is, as your knowledge and abilities grows so comes understanding. Victor spoke wise words......




Things are not always what they seem; the first appearance deceives many; the intelligence of a few perceives what has been carefully hidden