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Post by Divine 277 on 30.09.10 5:52


Love, there are so many types of Love and what people call Love .....

I see most people looking for a partner in life, actually expecting to find Love by merely physical attraction...

Well off course you will think that your partner in love will be attractive, but not in that manner.

I look at them out on the town, or anywhere ,rely.....

I hear my girl friends and male friends tell me that she or he has a nice ass or ... like oh my god , have you seen thous muscles.... I would like to try him/ her out ( respect less Sad )


I don't understand this concept, of course i appreciate things that are beautiful, but I can honestly say that I don't know how anyone can tell me that they think they are in love because he/she has a nice ass..... or is simply that gorgeous .

I don't see anyone in that mater , the "soul" pr say, that I see in people is and will always be different from persona to person, there are likenesses in people , but the core is always different.

When I was young of age , a teenager if I would be precise...

I had many "crushes ".... :S
but that was because of my own insecurity, I liked the a tension...
I liked the thought of being loved, for me by someone. and ....( who wouldn't like that Smile )
someone I could love in the same way Smile

well, of course they didn't love me for me (pr say) , They "loved " me for what everyone else thought of me.....



So by the time I was 16, I actually had given up the though of reel love, so I just had fun and
I found out that, I would be the crazy cat lady when I got old ....(
lol! )


The same year I met My love/ my husband , at the age of 16 , I didn't know he would be the one.....

I was not rely nice to him :S.... he asked me out on a date ( that's not normal in Norway, we just hang out ) and I agreed , but disagreed in my mind , so I called a good girlfriend and asked her to come.
Well let me tell you something about her, she is very sweet , but she has no interest of taking any considerations to other people when it comes to her opinion, So we went to the movies ... we watched James bond I think , anyways .. She destroyed the movie and the date , I knew it would happen :S

After a year or so HE became my closest friend , he almost lived whit me ... but he knew my "rules " and he respected it..

But then at new year 2000 (3year or so later) , it happened I almost "attacked" him lol... We had a magical night and continued to have magical nights fore about 1 year, then we became a couple and fore the first time i told him I loved him and he told me he had loved me since the first time he looked in to my eyes, he told me he felt home and that I was the one for him , that's why he waited <3 (awww....sweet)

Today , we have been together for almost 11 years , and The love has never been stronger ....
BUT we do have problems .... that we are trying to do something about ... and that's not easy,
cause we do have different priorities in life , so it is quite difficult to balance a relationship.

But anyway I love many people/ friends, in their own different way, cause they are all special to me in ther own spectral way , but I only LOVE MY Husband in that way ....

to explain how I feel when we are the most interment.... Its like our bodies are not there, and its only our souls communicating throe strong feelings ,desires , Its like we are 1 .... but whit different individual thoughts.. and we communicate in a purely different mater and we are 100 % open for the other ones energy's, Time does not exist , nor space , nor mater ....
and even now I dont feel that I have completely described it ...

We actual get frustrated and angry whit each other, when we haven't had the time for one another for about maximum 3 days :S


I'm sorry about this ... I don't remember why I wrote this post in the first place , but it was a post about love .... and it still is , but i kinda lost my own point .....

I hope i remember so I can finish it soon :S


sincerely Divine 277
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Post by BreezyDeathcard on 30.09.10 13:43

Love is a beautiful thing, even though I have never actually felt it. I look at people mostly be personality and what inside, I do admire those with good bodies but when it comes down to a relationship, it matters who you are as a person. I get criticism alot by people because they think I pick 'ugly' guys, but if you like someone's personality their actual looks don't even cross you by anymore. I've had some boyfriend, I liked them, but i've yet to experience true love. The most love i've ever had for a person is my younger sister, which right now is tearing me apart because shes going through the 'in-crowd' phase, she hardly talks to me, never comes and sees me anymore, she hardly acknowledges my presence even though we go to school together, what hurts me most is that I haven't done anything to make her act like this and when I ask her what did I do or whats wrong she says shes fine...Now whenever I see her a just about have an emotional breakdown, same routine everyday, fight tears on the bus with her then cry my eyes out in the bathroom but make sure no one knows. Shes got me depressed, suicidal and formerly self-harming, I stopped being self-harmful when I got exhausted of greiving for her to come back.

I just do hope that me, aswell as everyone else gets blessed with true love.
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Post by Divine 277 on 30.09.10 14:32

It is as bellyful ass it is cruel....

Nothing feels so good and nothing feels so bad as Love.

so it is a choice .....
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Post by Divine 277 on 30.09.10 14:32

Im sorry , I meant beautiful....
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Post by Divine 277 on 30.09.10 15:23

Oh .. yes Smile
my point :

If true Love first is there, you can eater work to make the scale balance for the sake of the good Love feeling, or you can give up and probably be very bitter/sad/angry and so on for the rest of your life .....

But one thing is for sure.... the bond will never brake.

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Post by BreezyDeathcard on 30.09.10 17:37

Yes, love is truly something. Love i've learned can also blind you with decisions, sometimes even make you do crazy things. Some people say that love can conquer anything. But...love hurts sometimes, and sometimes no matter how much love there is its best for some to let go. But it all depends on what you beleive.
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Post by Kalb on 30.09.10 19:32

Em Hotep, Divine277.
You post it's interesting. You have a total of 807 words in your text. But there are words that you repeat a few times.

I = you repeat 43 times.
me = you repeat 14 times
comma(,) = you repeat 51 times.
bridges(.) = you repeat 124 times.

This means that in total gives 232. Not bad. scratch
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Post by Divine 277 on 01.10.10 2:02

Stalker wrote:Em Hotep, Divine277.
You post it's interesting. You have a total of 807 words in your text. But there are words that you repeat a few times.

I = you repeat 43 times.
me = you repeat 14 times
comma(,) = you repeat 51 times.
bridges(.) = you repeat 124 times.

This means that in total gives 232. Not bad. scratch


that is 7

Why did you count ?

and whats your point ?

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Post by Divine 277 on 01.10.10 13:59

I would rely appreciate an answer Smile

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Post by godofbattle on 01.10.10 18:18

I have experienced deep feelings for someone, but I would not say it was true love. He wasn't into looking into himself very much so, I guided him a bit. I soon realized that I was ready to grow and mature in ways he was not. And eventhough he stopped talking to me first I was glad he did. I knew that one day we would have to go our seperate ways because Like I said I was ready to move on and he wasn't.
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Post by Divine 277 on 02.10.10 2:40

godofbattle wrote:I have experienced deep feelings for someone, but I would not say it was true love. He wasn't into looking into himself very much so, I guided him a bit. I soon realized that I was ready to grow and mature in ways he was not. And eventhough he stopped talking to me first I was glad he did. I knew that one day we would have to go our seperate ways because Like I said I was ready to move on and he wasn't.

Does that mean that you didn't Love him ?
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Post by godofbattle on 02.10.10 10:57

No, I loved him ,but he just wasn't ready to face reality like I was. He wanted to stick with the humans who meant him no good because they did not embrace his nature. He wanted to be able to put up his facade and he couldn,t hide from me. Don't get me wrong we had our good times. However, it seems his need to belong to the majority of society got the best of him. He belonged with immortals ,but he was afraid to truly be himself. I have always erged him to embrace his true self. Though he was scared and stoped talking to me I'm glade he did. I now realize (and I credit this to maturity) that eventually I would have gotten tire of his lack of will to evolve.
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Post by Divine 277 on 02.10.10 11:47

okay , I do understand ...

To bad he didn't want to see him self like you see him tho ...
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Post by godofbattle on 02.10.10 11:57

Yes, and I do wish him well and hope he will grow into a fine immortal.
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