vampirism, blood disorders finding relief in blood??

Hello,

You can call me rose, I hope I am posting this in the correct section. I am posting because I wanted thoughts on my situation and whether I am a vampire or not. I've had blood disorder my entire life since I was young that is now killing me, I always looked younger than I am, have pale skin and have always been dizzy and weak (daily..).

It started off as my husband suddenly feeling drained and passing out (blacking out) from a single touch to one time when we were making love I ended up getting a few drops of blood because we were trying new things. Well that few drops of blood made me experience a feeling of highness and bliss. And in that moment for once the dizziness and weakness felt like it was gone even if it was for just a brief second. During the day I am always sluggish, but at night I feel the motivation to achieve everything I want. No matter how much water I drink, I am thirsty.

I will definitely be reading on the forums. But can lack of blood be the cause of the blood disorder that is killing me? I'm so tired of feeling weak, tired and dizzy. My husband is not into really getting cut, but he has given me a drop here and there because he see's it helps me but it feels like its only enough to tease me.

If this is the cause of my sickness I don't how to find a donor. I have always been socially awkward. Maybe someone here can help bring something to light.

- There are multiple blood conditions out there that people have passed off as vampirism. Having a blood disorder doesn't mean you are a vampire. At all. Not in the slightest. Is your blood disorder being treated? If what it is being treated with isn't working, you may need to go back to a specialist and try another method of treatment.

- Your husband passing out could've been for any other reason that happened to occur at that point in time.

- Vampirism is spiritual and of the soul. It is innate.

- Additionally, on top of that, blood is in no way the only source of energy that vampires are able to feed from.

- Sleepiness during the day and being awake at night is not a sign of vampirism. Different people operate on different sleep schedules. It is how you get the whole early birds and night owls division.

- Intense thirst is not a good sign. It is does in no way automatically mean you are thirsty for blood.

The blood disorder they say is incurable and I've had it my whole life in chronic form. They say they are only able to make it more comfortable for me. I have seen so many doctors and I just know nothing else has ever presented even the slightest relief like relief I felt from the first time I had blood. It was better than any medicine I've ever been given. Everything else tried doesn't really help, may not even be slowing it down. I understand what your saying it just feels like the only thing that actually presents any real relief. The days I had that my symptoms also went down. I understand there are other ways to get energy but I was curious if the lack of blood for a vampire that needs blood to survive can causes disease like blood disorders.

I drank blood for the first time last night and been having the same experience. I feel high and euphoric, with enhanced vision.