Update-Im doing better.

Life for me,is dependant on if I'm taking meds or not. On them I have respect. Off them,I'm worse than Sonic one,racing around,psychotic. I'm still afraid of food. Thinking about it makes me panic,reach for the cigs. Being the runt of the human litter...makes me think I'm no vampire. Well a dirty lil cross breed. A weasel. But... I am going to follow the example of the ancient Christians and make music. Crystals help. Its how you use them that counts. Be you,and be a real Winner.