sobriety feels bad...

ever sence i started that drug topic i started to wonder about myself.
i went to my friends to party and smoke it up(as i do most fridays) and after i bought some weed my other friend bought us all a pack of cigs each. normaly we will share a pack and maybe finish it off the next day. i woke up this morning with 3 left in my pack... but as soon as i got there the day before i lost all taste for drugs. i usualy bring some ground up depresion pills and b12 to snort and i gave it all away when i left today. and i threw away the rest of the pack. i have officially lost either my taste for drugs or my mind...
and no im not a hardcore drugie for those of you that dont know, and i cant get addicted to stuff for some reason. input and suggestions on what is going on would be nice. and now i have this weird cough and i can barely breathe, so i hope this passes

and im to lazy to heal myself at the moment so thats out of the question...