Need Advice About Changes...

Hello Mynx, I want to say 2 things but I hope that you don't take them offensively. I'm only trying to help.
How you look and dress or what urges you have concerning that, have nothing to do with the vampiric nature. Vampirism is a condition of the soul and has nothing to do with looks and makeup.
The other thing that I wanted to say is that vampirism can't truly be suppressed by a husband's request as it's a real need, although it is perfectly possible for some vampires to have a much less energy/blood need than others.

I understand that you seem to be sure about your vampirism and I should respect that, but I only ask one thing of you and that is for you to please look around this forum, read the most that you can or if possible even read the Asetian Bible and then reassess your own opinions. We're all learning no matter our age and experience (or should be). If your vision is still the same after, then we will all be here to talk openly with you about it.

What you might be experiencing is that James is reminding you of your suppressed desires. If you have put some things on the shelf for several years but didn't truly want to give it up, it's always going to be inside you. Any time you see those things, it's going to remind you. It's like a woman that wants a child seeing a baby. It just draws out that desire in you. Even though I agree with Jonathan that the way you dress has nothing to do with being a vampire, you might associate a certain way of dressing with vampires, so James is still reminding you of that. I hope that makes sense.

As for suddenly wanting to drink blood, is it possible that you have been finding other ways to feed that are not your preference but do the trick, but now that James is around, you crave blood badly again? I am by no means an expert on the subject, so please, if I am out of line or not making sense, anyone is free to jump in and tell me I am wrong, but it is my understanding that usually vampires can feed in several different ways, though some may come more naturally, and some you may prefer over another. I can only say for certain what I know works and hasn't worked for me, but that's not to say what didn't work I wasn't doing properly.

Thanks for explaining it mynx, now I understood what you meant to say. Either way welcome to the community. If you have the time please go by the Off Topic section and tell us a little more about you, especially your background with vampirism and the occult, so that everyone gets to know you a little better. Also my advice from the previous post remains, I think that you (and everyone else really) could benefit from it. I surely did.

Trying to put the vampire nature on the back burner will never work.
I have tried and did so for close to a year. But it's what I am. and I can not change that.
It's better to be as you are and take things as they come.
Or it was better for me anyway. it's only my opinion.
I hope you can find a path in life that will bring you to a state of ease.
I also must agree with Jonathan you may find it a great help to read around the forum. Reading the Asetian bible helped me it so many ways. May all your choices bring you closer to the life you desire.

What do you mean your a sang vampire? I'm sorry in very new to this and want to know as much as I can about it

Sang (also sanguine or sanguinarian) vampire is a blood drinking vampire.

No edit button here? I wanted to say that that's what people say, but I think there aren't really different kinds of vampires, just people who prefer a certain way of feeding.