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Post by CREdarkness on 26.09.18 17:50


If there is one thing Iíve discovered in my life about vampirism, relationships and sex, it is that vampires and sex do not belong together. The parasitic nature of the physical condition of vampirism is terrifying enough as it is, and the dissuasion from keeping health is a common issue. Male supremacy is one example of a parasitic agenda. Vampires can develop parasites on a microscopic level, and especially when sex is involved.

Itís been a tough three years coming to terms with this luciferian/satanic set-up which is all around me. I found that god is a very real existence which cares for mine, as a vampire, specifically. I began to find god within my science as I continually rejected what else in the world was destructive towards this nature. God began to direct me, and I started allowing that direction to be each step in my life and choice I made. I met a girl named Lauren and could see god was directing me to love this person. Not in a physically perverse way, not in an obsessive way, and not in an abusive way. The love was very much about unconditional love; not sex, or blood, or fangs, or tantra, or stupid modern religions aimed at creating more unhealth and unfulfilled life. It wasnít about relying on another to feel complete, having holes or anything creepy like that ...

On the contrary, I was always a vampire, she was always a vampire. We could live with the calm that a life would be in the absence of nonsense.

Iíll give you a great example of how we fit like two perfect puzzle pieces, how this is connected to vampirism, and how it is the design of god, making sure that a vampire is still a vampire.

I walk down the street,
I notice how beautiful everything is,
I notice my girlfriend is really pissed off or having a bad day in general, I point out something. Flowers or a sunset or a joke.
She comes back at me with this psychotic unrest.
ďWHATíS SO SPECIAL ABOUT YOU?!Ē

I actually thought it was darkly beautiful, and something I wouldnít find anywhere else. Moreso, our relationship is made to work.

How do you feel, as a vampire community, about relationships and how they affect your vampiric health?
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Post by Nightshade on 27.09.18 3:52

Not wanting to sound rude or anything but analyzing what you have to say there's clearly a lot of delusion there.
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Post by Jonathan on 27.09.18 4:11

CREdarkness wrote:
stupid modern religions aimed at creating more unhealth and unfulfilled life
CREdarkness wrote:
If there is one thing Iíve discovered in my life about vampirism, relationships and sex, it is that vampires and sex do not belong together. Vampires can develop parasites on a microscopic level, and especially when sex is involved.

You speak about stupid modern religions but seem ignorant to realize that your very own religion is a modern cult. Christianity is a modern religion as much as it pains Christians to realize it, especially for us who follow much more ancient religions and cultures. Your ďgodĒ like every monotheistic deity is a rather modern human construct.

Oh and thereís nothing wrong about sex. Sexuality can actually be a very profound and spiritual experience under the proper setting. It's a positive and healthy thing that's actually a vital part of nature. Itís your own dogma moving you to describing it as perverse and negative, a mind troubled by all those sins that only exist in your mindset conditioned by society and a forceful religion in decay.

Sorry but no one here really cares about silly notions of sin and one fake god. Weíre all beyond that and liberated. Preaching won't really work here.
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Post by CREdarkness on 27.09.18 13:32

Your claim about ancient religions.... what would be the difference. How do you know your not an endless parasitic fart with beliefs about how special you are? Grow up.
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Post by A.Nightside on 29.09.18 16:06

Parasites specific to vampires?
Actually, sex can be great with and for vampires, and for some, their only way to satiation.

Have you been browsing any websites claiming to contain the science of vampires?
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Post by CREdarkness on 30.09.18 4:12

I disagree. Iíve found it to make me incredibly ill as a vampire. No Iíve never found a single website about it. I have just found that a lot parasitic nature may be behind a lot of issues regarding health on this planet. I perceive a vampire which is truly vampiric, and not a vampiric human, does not face some of these issues... and that the rest of us are simply in some way vampiric, still rather human, regardless of lifespan also... I definitely do not know everything though. I simply have suffered greatly because of things which are forced in this reality - or at least that seems to be the situation - and commonly has a lot to do with false gods, power, personal desires, and has very little to do with anything real. Thatís all complicated though.
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Post by CREdarkness on 30.09.18 4:14

Lol Jonathan Iím sorry... I mean I could have just said ďF*** offĒ or something... I was just so disgusted. I guess I should be more careful what I say. I didnít sound very grown up myself.
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Post by A.Nightside on 30.09.18 16:36

Honestly what you describe resembles claims of at least 2 previous nutters who've previously been banned/removed from.this forum, both of whom referenced a site that claims yo be factual buy is truly a pile of rubbish. I wish I could remember and find the site...
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Post by A.Nightside on 30.09.18 16:37

*and your reactions/response when questioned or told that you're wrong.

You're not from the ToV either, are you?
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Post by CREdarkness on 01.10.18 1:56

Vlad II Dracul (Dragon/Drake), Draculesti... One source referred to one of Vlad The Impalerís Ancestors as ďThe DragonĒ, and apparently ďDraculaĒ later on. I canít seem to find those articles anymore though. Around 50% of my source information has gone missing, Iím not sure if itís some portion of the web going down, or something else.. Funny though, to mention Bram Stokerís fictional Dracula, when approaching the topic of Embracing. I used to find the mention of actual vampiric embrace. Iím guessing there is no link between Aset Ka, and the original Embracing of a Vampire. I was hoping I could find something which would inform me on the matter.
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Post by CREdarkness on 01.10.18 2:01

Do you have edit functions on this site? Iím re-posting this in the topic I made about Embracing. I swear I was on that topic but somehow ended up here.
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Post by A.Nightside on 07.10.18 16:00

There is no edit feature
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Post by CREdarkness on 17.10.18 10:12


From my understanding most of us do not have genders (in origin), so why would anything involving gender take place (sex/reproduction/kinky stupidity)?... sex scares the living s**t out of vampires. Mainly because of the parasites involved and the permanent damage which could take place.

IF, scientifically, sex would somehow benefit a vampireís existence in someway (which will ultimately always lead to a non-sexual existence), THEN AND ONLY THEN WOULD SEX BENEFIT A VAMPIRE. Explaining how and why it would ever take place and how that would work is way too complicated and likely you do not need to know because all youíd have to do is veer away from sex and lust and anything else parasitic of that sort. If it doesnít concern you then god bless, thatís great... you will probably escape such possible parasitic and vampiric fates, currently.


It is not like the movies where little girls do it with some creepy father figure, of sparkly farting pinworm vamps so they can have sparkly farting pinworm babies, or cats or werewolves or werecats or sub/dom blood-sex dungeons, or abusive people, or wtf ever you watch that makes you think that it is anything other than science you f**king CLOWNS. Well Iím simply curious, why would you even say or perceive that sex would have any place in a vampireís existence? Why would you encourage it?

Idk if itís male supremacy youíre going for with your idea of pulling the wool over peopleís eyes about sex, but that is not going to save you from the parasites.
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Post by CREdarkness on 17.10.18 10:23

Also Jonathan, you clearly have no knowledge about my beliefs because Iím anything but ignorant regarding them ... I canít imagine thatís anything but the simplest concept to grasp... and I would be more careful about how you treat people as it greatly affects vampires. You either are or arenít one right?
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Post by CREdarkness on 17.10.18 10:26

I mean really ... thereís some psychopaths out there... call them ignorant ... you might just find out how very ignorant you truly are ...
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Post by nachtzehren on 17.10.18 11:34

How are you defining vamp(y/i)re exactly? Because that way it might be easier to respond to your post. There are multiple definitions depending on your source material. The Aset Ka definition of what a vampire is, is again, different to the definition proposed by various Houses and Orders, which is again different to say, the concept of 'living vampires'.

Parasites? I've seen the virus theory of vampirism mentioned in terms of Classicals and Inheritors, but I have only seen parasites referenced in the television series 'The Strain'.
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Post by CREdarkness on 18.10.18 7:31


As I stated in my introduction, much information about the form of vampirism I have, I cannot disclose.

Your question is fine, nachtzehren, a great question actually, and helpful... I will have to get some information together from some other sources though in order to thoroughly answer it. I will try to be as informative in this post as I can be, to start with.

When I began to awaken, which happened a few times over, in my childhood and on into adulthood (there were around three to four awakenings I experienced, obvious ones, that I can think of). I awakened to more than just my sanguine needs and tendencies ... I awakened to a greater understanding of science also.

I feel that taking subjects such as blood donation, sex, autovampirism lightly is something which could become lethal to youth, especially youth which have these severe and naturally occurring cases of vampirism. I think it is misinformation to write anywhere that a purely sanguine vampire, in origin, could be compliant with sex. They may be stuck in a body which struggles with the physicality of this world(maybe), but even that is a complex science and the answer likely involves systems and not any actual sexual activity.

I did not come back from blood-drinking, drug use, paganism, or any sexual activity without permanent damage done to my body, mind, and even soul.

I donít feel there is any need to press these kinds of explicit activities onto people, or to even assume they have any real value. In general if there are actual vampires involved with these vampire forum websites, there should not be anything posted which endangers a vampire... seeing as the world clearly places them in the most unfortunate places, in the first place.

I think if drug use, paganism, sexual activity, and any kind of regular blood-drinking (as a social norm) was discouraged by the vampire community (offline & online) then youth would not be damaged in ways which are fatal in the long run.

I didnít mean to sound cruel or careless towards anyone, also ... but in my view, if thereís only a waving off of someoneís personal ideas on forums and in favor of their own ideas, which are developed from equally personal standpoints... Then I might resort to my own joking responses because I feel thatís only fair, equal... etc. and would you ever learn if you didnít taste your own medicine / were not aware of how your slander might affect your own life? (@Jonathan).

To state what I am simply trying to state: There seems to be a lot of connections which are simple and obvious; In general scripture mentions the immorality of things like lust, serving other godís.
Scripture mentions that blood drinking is forbidden, anyoneís blood (even their own). From my understanding, this is godís way of looking out for the creation and from my experience, vampirism, when it takes place in the human race, is not a great thing, but more of a consequence of immoral choices. I donít know enough about the rest, and Iím sorry I wish I could inform you better... I have not given up on attempting to explain what I understand to be true for sites which may attracting vampires that still have impressionable minds.

Honestly it is so complex where would I even begin making sense of it all? I think what Iím getting at, mainly, though, is that a lot of vampires feel their vampiric nature is a parasitic problem and since they have this condition they are more susceptible to parasites that may be bred in sexual activity of any kind, even non-physical (of the mind).

Regarding houses, orders, covens, or groups, I know very little about them. Iím a very distant person and enjoy sticking to myself. I read scripture and am a believer in christ, I am a vampire also, and a gnostic... so those three things go best together for a person who is solitaire. Other than that I just try to bring some information to these sites because of the possible vampires who may not have fully awakened and are looking for some answers. I think sex is, by far, one of the least helpful activities for a vampire though, I will mention.

Thank you for your question nachtzehren, I will get back to you on that (asap). Also, if your forum is Aset Ka primarily, I donít mean to crowd it with my posts.... ďVampirismForumĒ seemed more along the lines of a forum geared for any kind of vampire, that is what I assumed anyways, and did not find any posts yet claiming the forum as a strictly Aset Ka website. Iím hoping the administrators will get back to me about my questions and reports.
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Post by MysticLightShinethForth on 18.10.18 9:05

Man, what the heck is this? Is this worthwhile to respond to at all? Or would I do better in keeping silence? Where does scriptures mention vampirism? It seems to me that your notion of vampirism is based upon own self-convoluted delusions rather than statements of truth. Now, I do not think this forum is well suited for you. Maybe you would do better in starting your own bible school for vampires (?) who share your own thoughts, sentiments and feelings. But we are simply not interested in scripture and dogma.
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Post by CREdarkness on 18.10.18 11:25


Myths of demonic entities which do not enter our world in human form, is one example of a vampire that would be, seemingly, non-sexual, genderless. The fact that it is demonic means it has intentions which are nothing like a humanís, and the fact that it does not enter the world physically means it likely has no physical gender or sexual interest. Mention of these demonic entities can be found in author Matthew Beresfordís book ďFrom Demons to Dracula: The Creation Of The Modern Vampire MythĒ

Iíve read this source cover to cover, itís not bad, and contains a rather diverse variety of historical facts about the origin of vampires. Everything from the dictionaryís standard definition of a vampire, and the connected outbreaks throughout Europe, to a Romanian Legend about how to locate a vampire at a gravesite. https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.livescience.com/24374-vampires-real-history.html

As I mentioned, I animate this body, for the most part, and as a vampire I am very similar to this form I just mentioned (non-physical, otherworldly, not human). I inhabit a physical body, which is how Iím a bit different, and the body itself is vampiric. From what Iíve gathered about this physical existence, itís clear that most of it has parasitic qualities.

Itís difficult for me to describe how I understand it to be, because Iíve not found any research which concludes what I beleive... The only connections I can find are in these sources, and some others, and obviously, the facts do not quite meet up with eachother.

I have tried to get the missing source information together, to write the informative articles which provides evidence about the connection to parasites within the world of vampires and blood drinking ... and all else in this topic... (why certain settings which might not make sense - at first -would be necessary for a vampireís recovery process, why scriptural law is so connected, despite how it might seem to contradict).

I hope that answers your question nachtzehren. Another source which has extensive information on the history of vampires is ďVampires, Burial, and DeathĒ by folklorist Paul Barber.

If I can find the information, I will be working on the article this Fall and hopefully publishing it in the Spring.
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